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    July 23

    Shadow hide me

    Shadow hide me once more.

    Tomorrow there must be yet another day

    Blinded about what im figting to.

    Have you seen down the other way?

    Before choosing the road made for you?

     

    Im not yet another one of your slaves.

    Might be mild.

    But my mind is my own.

    Im not yet another one of your chained.

     

    Behind your eyes i can sense,

    Tomorrow there might be yet another day.

    Have you ever followed feelings?

    Tainted feelings will never last long.

    True love have to come from the heart.

     

    Unfinished Poem....

    February 21

    Goodbye angel

    No angels in my head

    I cry and go to bed

     

    No angels at my door

    They left me nothing more

     

    No angels in my heart

    They tore it all apart

     

    No angels in my life

    I throw away the knife

     

    No angels nor tomorrow

    You said it caused the sorrow

     

    Last angel i beged to stay

    It turned and went away

    January 30

    Complection of love

    The perfection you need  from deep and painfull love... allways painfull..
    Timeless hours of turning and turning in your bed...
    The restless soul that in the end... never belongs to anyone...
    As the sun turns on me, i feel safe from harm, from myself, from everyone..
    But as is abbandons me, to safer grunds, to lighten others, and leaves me behind... I die a little every night...
    In my dispare i always turn to you, not the darkened feelings i hold, not the the other me, but you...
    In your eyes i find my sun, my savior.
    untill u turn to sleep, close your eyes, and let me walk in the darkness.. never alone, but.. always on my own...
    Eyes in the dark is not always bad, i pray, not to god, or to anyone, i just pray, and hope that someone hears it..
    A prayer send to no one, can be taken by anyone, still i beg you...
     
    I beg you...
     
    Open your eyes and look at me, whats left of me, remember me...
    Cause next time the suns goes down, i will loose a little more...
     
    November 22

    New poem

                       Blues

     

    How am i ever gonna get rid of these blues,

    The thoughtlessness and the tears?

    I missed someone who could give me strength,

    Suddenly my life is changed and I cant keep up.

     

    Missry is something I remember all to well still,

    Where’s the shadows of  my deepest secrets?

    They lure at everything I do and say to you,

    Just when my happiest memories are about to begin.

     

    Love songs singing in the background but how,

    As theres no one here to hear them?

    Broken heart or not I’ll never let go of these blues,

    They’r my muse, my inspiration to how I please you.

     

    With every step I take towards the underworld I fear,

    That if I ever make it, will it still be the same?

    Darkness is nothing but a fear for the fears itself,

    And still some bear it in their heart right next to love.

     

    It is their inspiration, the same way as you are mine….

     

    October 22

    Farewell Love

    Secrets I left behind, farewell now
    A new world to desire, to desire
    Change the pictures, change the pages
    It matters little how I knew you

    Voices of memories, I hear you
    A book of stories told, stories old
    Dreams of good times, dreams of sad times
    And foolish moments we will always share

    Twilight is creeping over hillsides
    The candle's burning bright, burning bright
    Silent feelings, silent my eyes
    I wonder how much we'll always stay
    September 29

    My undoubtful love

    I’ll send the sunlight to another place

    Let the night go on

    All I want to do is just to look at you

    Next to a someone

    Wish I knew what you dream about

     

    Stunned by the warmth I feel for you

    Different from others

    Having  you near, I stand the nights

    as midnight lovers

    So sweet you can’t believe it’s real

     

    I miss you the second your out the door

    I feel im out of power

    Im exited the minute you’r home again

    Watching each hour

    Loving each day that goes by, with you.
    August 22

    Save me

    In my time i use pain as a shelter
    In my time i use fear as my home
    My soul bleeds for the stranger
    That falls within my trap
     
    In my time i have none to care for
    In my time i have no one to love
    My days keep growing longer
    Shines the darkness i have
     
    In my time i have nothing to live for
    In my time my decisions are bold
    My fears are the things i remember
    Everything else is  blured
     
    In my dreams i have someone to live for
    In my nightmares i have none
    My fears all become my reality
    And my dreams disappere
     
    save me..
    August 16

    Angels

     
    In times of sorrow and despare
    Angels are watching over os all
    Looking down from were they are
    Knowing when to show us the good
    Knowing when to show us their love
    I saw the light from their smile shine
    As they left me i once more felt lonely
    And knew that when my life would end
    I wouldn't be left behind again

    I am never alone

    And in any times i once again wish to give up
    All these angels sing me to eternal salvation
    Now hear them all whisper of a brighter future
    Dancing hand in hand with what is never real
    Feeling the power from these magic beings

    I am no more lost

    Drowning my sorrow in the choir of the world
    Every human being sings along when sorry
    For there is never a day when everyone smiles
    August 05

    d. 5/8-05

    CAN I CALL YOU HOME ?


    if I can’t live without you after all
    if I can’t live with the coolness inside
    and if the world outside becomes too hard
    tell me –can I call you home again ?


    if I’m too weak to walk alone
    between the labyrinth of the life
    and I fall – feeling down and tired
    tell me –will you see me again ?


    if I can’t do without friends
    if I have to run in the dirt
    and if all roses do whiter for my eyes

    Tell me –Will you hold me again?
    July 17

    17.July

    EASY COME THE SORROWS


    easy come the sorrows
    lovely sing the birds
    and just like the waves 

    Our life does pass


    softly blows the wind
    very carefully whispering
    so fast go every season
    too fast the flowers die


    so easy we are crying
    hopes are born for dying
    wisely sing the trees
    soundless are your tears

    endless burns the star
    glassy, beautiful and far
    near are the eternal voice
    strange are every step


    nameless you shall linger
    until some day dawn breaks
    easy come the sorrows
    till the day you shall awake

    July 10

    Insanity

    From dusty parts of my mind

    Trying so hard to face the madness

    I really don’t know what to find

    If its lost memories or worse, ifs its sadness

     

    My body is the first I’ll loose

    Crying like whiped for none and it all

    Nothing for me left to choose

    Nothing to help me up, nothing when I fall

     

    Asure me that im not crazy

    Tell me about how its like to be alive

    That life is really fairly easy

    That there is no reason for me to hide

     

    Hold me in the dark nights

    Even though its in the day

    I used to be the sane one

    Now im the one insane

    June 07

    Ending today, Tonight

    Well.. had a bit of a very bad night, last night.. you know.. these days when all you want to do it lay down to sleep and never wake up again.. Or like i did, crawle to bed, and curse at my life.. sooo.. i got my creative side out and started writing poems.. that gave me something else to think about.. and now i have over 10 new poems laying somewere on my com.. for no good.. but hey... a waist of time is also time...

    I am sick and tired of this day

    Fighting to keep smiling

     

    I am sick and tired of this night

    Tears won’t stop falling

     

    I am sick and tired of being weak

    This time I can’t help myself

     

    I am sick and tired of not liking tomorrow

    Today I lost my hope

     

    I am sick and tired of failing always

    Disappointment burns inside

     

    I am sick and tired of never having happiness

    So here I end today, before night falls

    June 06

    Close your eyes

    Close your eyes and just feel it

    Past is past

    Dry your eyes

    Smile for me

    All I have is the thought of you

     

    Sadness is not a feeling that lasts

    Hold my hand

    Laugh with me

    I love you

    Love... that is all I need to know

     

    Happiness is something I need

    I need you

    Hold me

    Take my love

    You have my heart and all of me

     

     

    My destiny

    My destiny is to fight for everything

    To love but never to show it

    My destiny is to live forever alone

    To hurt but never give in

     

    My future is chained to the wall

    All Bruised and lonely

    My future is never really there

    All day I live in the past

     

    My tears are finally all dried out

    I have no soul to shine

    My tears was the last part of me

    I finally closed my eyes

     

    My last breath leaves my body

    In my eyes you see fear

    My last feeling made me human

    In my life I was never real

    I Desire you

    You tempt me

    And no mercy is shown

     

    I risk everything

    All just for a single kiss

     

    I am getting mad

    Need you to touch me

     

    But still no

    This is playing with fire

     

    Hungry for you

    Take me before I regret

     

    The flair is gone

    Suddenly it is all over

     

    And I am left

    Dealing with the problems..

    June 05

    Shine Lover

    Patience my lover I know

    Feelings getting stronger

    Along with loneliness

     

    I really hope for our future

    Shed tears while fighting¨

    Just for you

     

    Happiness is never bought

    And I try so hard to believe

    Just want you

     

    Someone guard my road

    This was never to be easy

    Just need you

     

    Having woken up with you

    Need to kiss you so tender

    Just so I can smile

     

    In the end we will all have our love

    Fox don’t leave the kitten anymore

    She needs her light in this darkness

    She needs her happy ending now…

    May 24

    The cat is loose once again

    The cat is loose once again

    Free and dangerous

    But really, who is chasing who?

    The cat is loose once again

     

    The cat is loose once again

    Fighting to survive

    Will she get her victim tonight?

    The cat is loose once again

     

    The cat is loose once again

    Finding a friend

    But do they see the fox on the road?

    The cat is loose once again

     

    The cat is loose once again

    She was the chased

    Will she ever learn her nature?

    The cat ran home atlast

    May 21

    Immortal...

    Immortal i stare at humans

    I share their fears

    Because i can

    Yet not scared at all

    Because i cant...

     

    Death shares my view of life

    Like I he captures them

    Lets them taste

    We dont need them at all

     

    They only serve as toys

    Pretty young things

    Weak and scared

    They all live their life

    Scared and weak

     

    Death grabs me by the neck

    Captures me and laughs

    Blinds my eyes

    I dont need myself at all

     

    Confused i gasp and scream

    This just cant be true

    I have the might and power

    My eyes are yet again open

    No.. I HAD the power..

                                                           

                                                                I did......

    May 13

    Cause someone cares

    Hide in my arms

    Fell free to cry

    Lets share the good times

    Dont close your mind ever

    Lets scare away the darkness

     

    My future is yours

    Cause you know

    Lover let go of all your fears

    You are never alone ever

    This love will go on for years

     

    I have my dreams

    you have yours

    No love without any dares

    Your touch is like a fever

    I breath cause someone cares

    May 11

    Me And My Twin

    All these years i didn't know

    All these years i couldn't see

    All these years i felt lonely

     

    I had a bad feeling from the start about him

    But still i stayed at his side so long, to long

    I had the feeling that one day i would be free

     

    Then you came along one day

    Then my scarf fell from my eyes

    Then suddenly i felt free, felt happy

     

    I had my whole life infront of me, no longer alone

    But still the old shadow haunted me sometimes

    I had my twin by my side to show me the way

     

    My feeling of missing something

    My feeling of having a hole inside

    My feeling of needing a friend

     

    It all went away the day you walked into my life

    Bad things turned to good, and i was smiling

    I laugh at the bad things, cause i have my twin!