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July 23 Shadow hide meShadow hide me once more. Tomorrow there must be yet another day Blinded about what im figting to. Have you seen down the other way? Before choosing the road made for you?
Im not yet another one of your slaves. Might be mild. But my mind is my own. Im not yet another one of your chained.
Behind your eyes i can sense, Tomorrow there might be yet another day. Have you ever followed feelings? Tainted feelings will never last long. True love have to come from the heart.
Unfinished Poem.... February 21 Goodbye angelNo angels in my head I cry and go to bed
No angels at my doorThey left me nothing more
No angels in my heart They tore it all apart
No angels in my life I throw away the knife
No angels nor tomorrow You said it caused the sorrow
Last angel i beged to stay It turned and went away January 30 Complection of loveThe perfection you need from deep and painfull love... allways painfull..
Timeless hours of turning and turning in your bed...
The restless soul that in the end... never belongs to anyone...
As the sun turns on me, i feel safe from harm, from myself, from everyone..
But as is abbandons me, to safer grunds, to lighten others, and leaves me behind... I die a little every night...
In my dispare i always turn to you, not the darkened feelings i hold, not the the other me, but you...
In your eyes i find my sun, my savior.
untill u turn to sleep, close your eyes, and let me walk in the darkness.. never alone, but.. always on my own...
Eyes in the dark is not always bad, i pray, not to god, or to anyone, i just pray, and hope that someone hears it..
A prayer send to no one, can be taken by anyone, still i beg you...
I beg you...
Open your eyes and look at me, whats left of me, remember me...
Cause next time the suns goes down, i will loose a little more...
November 22 New poemBlues
How am i ever gonna get rid of these blues, The thoughtlessness and the tears? I missed someone who could give me strength, Suddenly my life is changed and I cant keep up.
Missry is something I remember all to well still, Where’s the shadows of my deepest secrets? They lure at everything I do and say to you, Just when my happiest memories are about to begin.
Love songs singing in the background but how, As theres no one here to hear them? Broken heart or not I’ll never let go of these blues, They’r my muse, my inspiration to how I please you.
With every step I take towards the underworld I fear, That if I ever make it, will it still be the same? Darkness is nothing but a fear for the fears itself, And still some bear it in their heart right next to love.
It is their inspiration, the same way as you are mine….
October 22 Farewell LoveSecrets I left behind, farewell now A new world to desire, to desire Change the pictures, change the pages It matters little how I knew you Voices of memories, I hear you A book of stories told, stories old Dreams of good times, dreams of sad times And foolish moments we will always share Twilight is creeping over hillsides The candle's burning bright, burning bright Silent feelings, silent my eyes I wonder how much we'll always stay September 29 My undoubtful loveI’ll send the sunlight to another placeLet the night go on All I want to do is just to look at you Next to a someone Wish I knew what you dream about
Stunned by the warmth I feel for you Different from others Having you near, I stand the nights as midnight lovers So sweet you can’t believe it’s real
I miss you the second your out the door I feel im out of power Im exited the minute you’r home again Watching each hour Loving each day that goes by, with you.August 22 Save meIn my time i use pain as a shelter
In my time i use fear as my home
My soul bleeds for the stranger
That falls within my trap
In my time i have none to care for
In my time i have no one to love
My days keep growing longer
Shines the darkness i have
In my time i have nothing to live for
In my time my decisions are bold
My fears are the things i remember
Everything else is blured
In my dreams i have someone to live for
In my nightmares i have none
My fears all become my reality
And my dreams disappere
save me.. August 16 AngelsIn times of sorrow and despare Angels are watching over os all Looking down from were they are Knowing when to show us the good Knowing when to show us their love I saw the light from their smile shine As they left me i once more felt lonely And knew that when my life would end I wouldn't be left behind again I am never alone And in any times i once again wish to give up All these angels sing me to eternal salvation Now hear them all whisper of a brighter future Dancing hand in hand with what is never real Feeling the power from these magic beings I am no more lost Drowning my sorrow in the choir of the world Every human being sings along when sorry For there is never a day when everyone smiles August 05 d. 5/8-05CAN I CALL YOU HOME ? July 17 17.JulyEASY COME THE SORROWS Our life does pass July 10 InsanityFrom dusty parts of my mind Trying so hard to face the madness I really don’t know what to find If its lost memories or worse, ifs its sadness
My body is the first I’ll loose Crying like whiped for none and it all Nothing for me left to choose Nothing to help me up, nothing when I fall
Asure me that im not crazy Tell me about how its like to be alive That life is really fairly easy That there is no reason for me to hide
Hold me in the dark nights Even though its in the day I used to be the sane one Now im the one insane June 07 Ending today, TonightWell.. had a bit of a very bad night, last night.. you know.. these days when all you want to do it lay down to sleep and never wake up again.. Or like i did, crawle to bed, and curse at my life.. sooo.. i got my creative side out and started writing poems.. that gave me something else to think about.. and now i have over 10 new poems laying somewere on my com.. for no good.. but hey... a waist of time is also time... I am sick and tired of this day Fighting to keep smiling
I am sick and tired of this night Tears won’t stop falling
I am sick and tired of being weak This time I can’t help myself
I am sick and tired of not liking tomorrow Today I lost my hope
I am sick and tired of failing always Disappointment burns inside
I am sick and tired of never having happiness So here I end today, before night falls June 06 Close your eyesClose your eyes and just feel it Past is past Dry your eyes Smile for me All I have is the thought of you
Sadness is not a feeling that lasts Hold my hand Laugh with me I love you Love... that is all I need to know
Happiness is something I need I need you Hold me Take my love You have my heart and all of me
My destinyMy destiny is to fight for everything To love but never to show it My destiny is to live forever alone To hurt but never give in
My future is chained to the wall All Bruised and lonely My future is never really there All day I live in the past
My tears are finally all dried out I have no soul to shine My tears was the last part of me I finally closed my eyes
My last breath leaves my body In my eyes you see fear My last feeling made me human In my life I was never real I Desire youYou tempt me And no mercy is shown
I risk everything All just for a single kiss
I am getting mad Need you to touch me
But still no This is playing with fire
Hungry for you Take me before I regret
The flair is gone Suddenly it is all over
And I am left Dealing with the problems.. June 05 Shine LoverPatience my lover I know Feelings getting stronger Along with loneliness
I really hope for our future Shed tears while fighting¨ Just for you
Happiness is never bought And I try so hard to believe Just want you
Someone guard my road This was never to be easy Just need you
Having woken up with you Need to kiss you so tender Just so I can smile
In the end we will all have our love Fox don’t leave the kitten anymore She needs her light in this darkness She needs her happy ending now… May 24 The cat is loose once againThe cat is loose once again Free and dangerous But really, who is chasing who? The cat is loose once again
The cat is loose once again Fighting to survive Will she get her victim tonight? The cat is loose once again
The cat is loose once again Finding a friend But do they see the fox on the road? The cat is loose once again
The cat is loose once again She was the chased Will she ever learn her nature? The cat ran home atlast May 21 Immortal...Immortal i stare at humans I share their fears Because i can Yet not scared at all Because i cant...
Death shares my view of life Like I he captures them Lets them taste We dont need them at all
They only serve as toys Pretty young things Weak and scared They all live their life Scared and weak
Death grabs me by the neck Captures me and laughs Blinds my eyes I dont need myself at all
Confused i gasp and scream This just cant be true I have the might and power My eyes are yet again open No.. I HAD the power..
I did...... May 13 Cause someone caresHide in my arms Fell free to cry Lets share the good times Dont close your mind ever Lets scare away the darkness
My future is yours Cause you know Lover let go of all your fears You are never alone ever This love will go on for years
I have my dreams you have yours No love without any dares Your touch is like a fever I breath cause someone cares May 11 Me And My TwinAll these years i didn't know All these years i couldn't see All these years i felt lonely
I had a bad feeling from the start about him But still i stayed at his side so long, to long I had the feeling that one day i would be free
Then you came along one day Then my scarf fell from my eyes Then suddenly i felt free, felt happy
I had my whole life infront of me, no longer alone But still the old shadow haunted me sometimes I had my twin by my side to show me the way
My feeling of missing something My feeling of having a hole inside My feeling of needing a friend
It all went away the day you walked into my life Bad things turned to good, and i was smiling I laugh at the bad things, cause i have my twin! |
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